One more year has gone past and made me one year older than what i was yesterday. I was never so thrilled about my birthday and neither i am now, but every time i pass through this day i feel i have wasted another year without doing justice to myself. Well i would not go deep into this as it would lead to the same conclusion as the previous post. But my birthday is a lot special to my loved ones whose love has only been increasing every year for the past 22 years.
I guess i was 17 when i first joined in B-Tech. Every birthday in my B-Tech made me feel how fast the days were becoming history in my college and now every birthday after my college makes me realize how far i have travelled in my life leaving the college behind. But what makes this birthday really special is that i still feel i am very young and can face any challenge. I was scared to leave the college as i thought i would get lost in the billions around me, but somewhere deep inside my heart i feel that i have still got it in me, the zeal and the confidence are not dead yet.
Today in the course of my journey in Reliance i find myself stubborn to face each day and get through with it, life ain't easy but life here is very simple and i cant complaint that life is tough only because it bores me. Tougher days are yet to come and if i take any resolutions on this day then it would definitely be to prepare my heart and soul to fight out the deadliest situations of life and walk through the door of success.
They say love keeps one alive , i don't know whether it is completely true but i can definitely say it makes you feel better when you think you are losing. I am so blessed to have a family who has been encouraging me all through my life and the most loveliest girl friend who always makes me feel that someone is with me all the time. My birthday would pass as boring as my life here at reliance but the realization that i am 22 years old is a bit out of this place. But how should one be after completing his college? Professional? oh my god the word is so scary, so one should act like he is professional , this sounds better because i can mask anything before anyone, i think i am good at that thing.
How much ever boring your birthday might be but it is special in its own way because it comes only once every year, so it is at least as special as the other days in the calender. I guess one should be happy about his birthday because after all the things you hate about yourself it is your god damn birthday....and also because god threw one more idiot on this world. But i would definitely celebrate my birthday that year when i feel i have done something which justifies my life in this world. People are mad, one among them am i, may be a bit more , but it is good to be mad. Perhaps the thing which makes my birthday or this day special is that people who know me or who pretend to know me either call or remember me, so in a sense this is special, how special? not so much.............how important? very much, because the biggest idiot i have ever known was born on this day and to no ones surprise it is me........hehe.....happy birthday to me!!!!
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